Why I love the Father of my baby

Taken from my myspace blog:

During my latest (and surely not last) emotional breakdown, my partner in crime was so good to me. I was hysterical, and he was calm...And at that moment, I realized just how much I love him and this life that we've created together.

So call me sappy or whatever you want. Hey, I'm pregnant, I can be as emotional as I want to be!!!

1. The night I started throwing up and we thought we might be pregnant, his response is not fit for some of the people on my friends list. But he has never made me feel that this is "my" pregnancy or that I'm going through this alone. Even before we took a home pregnancy test, he said "we'll take a test". He has never ONCE made me feel like I am doing this alone.

2. When the hysterical crying starts, my sweet man puts his arms around me and holds me and tells me how much he loves me and that everything will be ok. And when I'm bitchy, he just shuts up because he knows it will pass.

3. I simply can't put into words his reaction when the pee stick showed two lines. Really it is something that should be submitted to America's Funniest Home Videos.

4. This is a first child for both of us and so neither of us really know what to expect. It's truly the blind leading the blind and it is really quite comical at times.

5. Daddy came my first doctor's appointment and wants to come to them all. He wants to be involved.

6. He cried when I told him that I wanted to name our child after his mother (who passed away several years ago) if we have a girl.

7. He is a die hard and passionate Cubs fan...To the bitter end.

8. He makes me cry.

9. He makes me laugh.

10. He has a gentle spirit and kind heart.

11. I love him even more because he is the father of my child. I know that he is going to be an amazing Daddy and my heart is happy.

12. He talks about wills and life insurance and who would take care of our little monkey if something happened to both of us.

13. He loves my cooking. Even if sometimes I think it's terrible.

14. He is not afraid to be vulnerable with me.

15. I love the father of my child because he is an amazing man...and I find something daily that reminds me of this.

16. Forehead kisses.

I grow more and more in love with you daily, baby. You are an amazing man and I love you so much.